Awww Love Me <3

It seems as though...

Tue, 04 Apr 2006 13:18:15 GMT

It seems as though I'm not dead indeed. I would've thought that my account would ahve cut me off by now but apparently it hasn't. SO here I am once again. Poor Livejournal was semi replaced with Facebook. Good God what has the world come to when you go from one trend to the next...ONLINE! Anywho welcome me back ;0) J/k you really don't have to. Um i'm rambling again...its almost been a full year since I wrote on here last. Wow!

Tue, 31 May 2005 01:44:47 GMT

Its official...I'm a loser! I have talked to and hung out with Rachel, Becky, and Kelly G. in the past month that I've been home. I have done nothing but work...i'm a loser. But its ok Landon is my friend...haha! We've become anti loser friends. We call each other when we have nothing to do. Its a sad life but someone's got to live it! Haha! Hope all is well in your summers!

Tue, 03 May 2005 14:18:19 GMT

Because of the retarded virus that I recieved and unfortunately passed along...my aim screenname is fucked...so if you want to aim me its now masejc87

There's a grumbly in my tummbly

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 06:25:07 GMT

i dont feel good! my tummy hurts and i feel like im gonna puke...hurray here come finals on top of it all! :(

Let em' burn!

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 04:23:04 GMT

FUCKIN FIRE DRILL!!!!!!!!

First of all it woke me up out of a dead sleep...

Second i had to go outside...

Third halfway down the staircase I realized I had on NO PANTS!!!!!!!!!!

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 02:52:42 GMT

( ) made out with a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
(x) stolen a car *HAHA Weston's truck...THE TERMINATOR!!!*
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted *Does stealing silverware and salt shakers count?*
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of my parent's house *Actually...had people sneek in*
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger *Fun 16th bday*
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher (not a crush, but DAMN, Mr. Mat has a nice body...)
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker (Chris and I used to be co-workers)
( ) seen someone die
( ) had a crush on one of your LJ friends
(x) been to Canada *Worst trip EVER!!!!*
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar
( ) purposely set a part of myself on fire
( ) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
(x) met someone in person from LJ *my friends are all people i know, so DUH!*
( ) been moshing at a concert
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping *like 3 days ago*
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
(x) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake *yes and I bout' pissed my pants*
(x) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
(x) pet a reindeer/goat (Sunrock Farms)
(x) won a contest
(x) run a red light
( ) been suspended from school
(x) been in a car accident
(x) had braces
(x) felt like an outcast
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight
(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
(x) been lost
(x) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers *ALL THE TIME!*
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose *and noodles*
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain *again like 3 days ago*
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus *Mailed it too buddy!*
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe *at least not that i recall*
(x) watched the sun set with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach
(x) crashed a party
(x) gone rollerskating
(x) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey *no, but i really should*
(x) worn pearls *in my sista's wedding*
(x) jumped off a bridge *it was just a lil one though*
(x) screamed penis in class *and farted and burped and other profanities,Damn it*
( ) ate dog/cat food
( ) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) kissed a mirror
(x) sang in the shower
(x) have a little black dress
(x) had a dream that you married someone *im dreamin of someone right now*
( ) glued your hand to something
( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
(x) been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel *HA and fall flat on my face...i think not!*
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
(x) didn't take a shower for a week
(x) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone
( ) believe in ghosts
(x) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
(x) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
( ) gone streaking *i will be soon...haha!*
( ) played ding-dong-ditch
(x) played chicken [in the pool]
(x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger *thats the best*
(x) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused *duh!*
( ) caught a fish then ate it *ive never been fishing before*
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
(x) mooned/flashed someone *thats all i do in this dorm*
(x) had someone moon/flash you *hence here comes my partner in crime, Jessica*
(x) cheated on a test
(x) have a Britney Spears CD
(x) forgotten someone's name
(x) slept naked
( ) French braided someones hair
( ) gone skinny dippin in a pool *NOT YET!! Don't worry..soon to be experimented*
( ) been kicked out of your house *close but no*

This makes me feel decent bout myself

Fri, 08 Apr 2005 14:28:13 GMT

The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to Purgatory!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	High
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Moderate
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Moderate
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Moderate
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Test

:)

Fri, 08 Apr 2005 03:33:30 GMT

One of the best feelings is hearing from an old friend as in old I mean those people that you pretty much have checked off your list of friends b/c you no longer talk to them and it seems like there's absolutely nothing left between you two anymore. Yeah one of those that you never really got in a fight with you just lost touch and you think back bout all the good times and wonder what happened. Well yeah one of those...one of the best feelings is hearing from them again and reminding you of those fabulous memories...asking to hang out again. I love that...

Thu, 07 Apr 2005 18:27:46 GMT

I miss you!

FUCK YEAH!!!! Let's go NOW!!

Wed, 06 Apr 2005 17:40:17 GMT

Your LiveJournal Pirate Ship by kisetta
Username
Month you set sail
Captain	amadeo681
Mutinous first mate	bright_jonah
The one with the parrot and the wooden leg	krisg0
The one with the glass eye	bfscollegegirl
Makes off with the treasure	emorocksmysocks
Swabs the poop deck	crazemccrazy
Is responsible for sinking the ship	hibiscus85
Gets marooned after a day	bittersweet16
In the end your treasure	is food...lots of it

Quiz created with MemeGen!

DO IT BITCHES!!!!!!!

Tue, 05 Apr 2005 14:31:31 GMT

Tue, 05 Apr 2005 11:22:55 GMT

If you were able to spend one night with me, what 5 things would you want to do?
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.

Repost this in your journal and see what people want to do with you!
Stolen from krisg0

Tue, 05 Apr 2005 11:15:42 GMT

Me Love You Long Time by ruby mae
Your name
Your partner
You two are	One
Your meeting was by	Destiny
They are your	Protector
You are their	Baby
Your love will	Be the epitome of what true love is

Quiz created with MemeGen!

I sure hope so!

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 17:26:21 GMT

What do YOUR livejournal friends think of you? by broadwayrl
username
favourite color
sex
is only your friend because you told them to be	nightpoodle
fantasizes about your feet	agroovytaco
wants you dead	bright_jonah
thinks your moms HOTT STUFF	krisg0
wishes they were closer to you	thecapedcaper
writes songs about you	dream_figment
loves you very much	hibiscus85
misses you	claymate369
wishes they knew you better	teeenr0me0

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Sun, 03 Apr 2005 06:08:38 GMT

Your dating personality profile:

Outgoing - You can liven up any party. You've got a way with people and have little difficulty charming your dates.
Sensual - You are not particularly shy when it comes to your sexuality. You know what you like and do not feel inhibited.
Romantic - You know exactly how to melt your date's heart. Romance comes naturally to you and is an important component of any relationship you have.Your date match profile:

Religious - You seek someone who is grounded in faith and who possesses religious values. You believe that a religious person can enhance your life.
Traditional - You need someone who is a bit old-fashioned. A person with traditional values and beliefs will perfectly compliment your lifestyle.
Athletic - You aren't looking for a couch potato. You seek someone who is active and who keeps her body in top shape.
Your Top Ten Traits

1. Outgoing
2. Sensual
3. Romantic
4. Athletic
5. Traditional
6. Adventurous
7. Religious
8. Wealthy/Ambitious
9. Conservative
10. Big-Hearted

Your Top Ten Match Traits

1. Religious
2. Traditional
3. Athletic
4. Conservative
5. Romantic
6. Practical
7. Sensual
8. Shy
9. Intellectual
10. Adventurous

Take the Dating Personality Quiz - Get Dating Advice

This is Jeremy's...i really wanna know why I gotta be so dang religious all of the sudden?

Sat, 02 Apr 2005 20:28:35 GMT

Happy Belated April Fools! I didn't do a damn thing for this splendorous day...except get incredibly intoxicated. The drinking began at 1pm...put on hold for soccer prac at 3pm. Began again at 4:45pm...on hold again since I had to go to dinner with Jeremy in London meeting his FAMILY at 5:30pm. 7:30pm began my LONG NIGHT of intoxication! I love being with friends and gettin shitty but man the party blew last night! EH...im not worried bout' it cuz I had fun doing what I do. Anyway...after 6 tests this week I felt like a night of drinking was well deserved. I believe tonight will begin experimentation with Jello shots! WeeehOOO!

Ya know what one of the best feelings in the world is...waking up in the arms of the man you love. Now ignore the fact that you have stale cigar/alcohol breath and so does he. But just feeling his strong arms wrapped around your body. When he can't sleep any longer but i am, his fingers running through my hair. Ah! its hard to believe we've only been together for 5 months. It feels like we've been together an eternity.

Ok...so I'll be done with my girly tangent.

Let the drinking begin in approximately 3 1/2 hrs!

Sat, 02 Apr 2005 20:22:03 GMT

Your dating personality profile:

Religious - Faith matters to you. It is the foundation that you build your life upon. You trust that God has a plan for you.
Outgoing - You can liven up any party. You've got a way with people and have little difficulty charming your dates.
Funny - You laugh often. People never accuse you of lacking a sense of humor. You don't take yourself too seriously.

Your date match profile:

Religious - You seek someone who is grounded in faith and who possesses religious values. You believe that a religious person can enhance your life.
Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living.
Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If his jokes make you laugh, he has won your heart.

Your Top Ten Traits

1. Religious
2. Outgoing
3. Funny
4. Practical
5. Athletic
6. Wealthy/Ambitious
7. Big-Hearted
8. Conservative
9. Adventurous
10. Sensual

Your Top Ten Match Traits

1. Religious
2. Practical
3. Funny
4. Conservative
5. Big-Hearted
6. Outgoing
7. Adventurous
8. Traditional
9. Athletic
10. Intellectual

Take the Dating Personality Quiz - Get Dating Advice

Ugh drama!

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 02:40:33 GMT

So good to grow up and leave HIGH SCHOOL!

Tue, 29 Mar 2005 18:20:39 GMT

Your Love Style is Eros

For you, love is all about the passion!

And chances are, you're currently in love.

You have a strong physical response to love...

And you are great at committing

(As long as the person makes your toes curl!)

What's Your Love Style?

Go figure! I am deeply in love so it makes sense!
I hate school ever so much!

Does anybody know how to get hold of Jenn? I need to know ASAP!

Wed, 23 Mar 2005 02:23:22 GMT

bold the states you've been to, underline the states you've lived in and italicize the state you're in now...

Alabama / Alaska / Arizona / Arkansas / California / Colorado / Connecticut / Delaware / Florida / Georgia / Hawaii / Idaho / Illinois / Indiana / Iowa / Kansas / Kentucky / Louisiana / Maine / Maryland / Massachusetts / Michigan / Minnesota / Mississippi / Missouri / Montana / Nebraska / Nevada / New Hampshire / New Jersey / New Mexico / New York / North Carolina / North Dakota / Ohio / Oklahoma / Oregon / Pennsylvania / Rhode Island / South Carolina / South Dakota / Tennessee / Texas / Utah / Vermont / Virginia / Washington / West Virginia / Wisconsin / Wyoming / Washington D.C /

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Blues...part 2 in St. Louis

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 17:10:31 GMT

I really need to figure out exactly what it is that is causing this disturbing state of depression I seem to have gotten myself into. O wait....I know what it is, I hate school, I hate Speech and Drama (hence why I'm in St. Louis), I hate basically everything except Jeremy. I like my friends at school and I wouldn't change them for the world. But Sara still hates me which makes this trip really awkward. I really just want to punch her in the face. She is such a bitch and has no reason to hate me. Anywho for those of you that don't know, Sara called me in January at 1am to tell me metaphorically that she no longer wanted to be my friend after 5 years of being best friends. So needless to say i'm bitter as I should be. Its torture going on these damn Speech tournies with her b/c we have to room together and I just want to die. (not really its just me being bitter) SO another reason I think that I'm so bitter is b/c I really thought I had finally gotten it across to Seth that I was done, through, moved on, no more. Apparently not, cuz he emailed me the other night essentially tellin me that he couldnt go on without me and asking me to put my entire present life on hold, break up with Jeremy and go back to him. Yes I still care about him...and if i wasn't with jeremy it wouldnt be a hard decision to go back with him at all. But I love Jeremy, and I dont want to stop my life dead in its tracks. We obviously broke up for a reason ya know...i dunno. Please gimme some feedback to help me figure this out and stop being depressed.

JENN!!!!!!!!!!!!
I found your twin I swear I did! I watched a girl performing at this tourney and O MY GOD!!!!!!! She had your face structure, your mouth, your build, your mannerisms. LORD ALMIGHTY!!!!!!! I was flushed with memories and I wanted to cry in the middle of my prose round. Hell SHE EVEN DANCED LIKE YOU DO!!!!!!!! I was saddened cuz I miss you sooooo much! Anyway she did a duo with a gay guy and I just laughed...you and Justin's duo. :) Love you girl!

K im gonna attempt to do homework while i'm sittin around waiting on Pattern C to end.

LA blues

Mon, 14 Mar 2005 17:46:03 GMT

I'm laying in my hotel bed in LA at my speech and drama competition on my Spring Break. I don't think I could've asked for a worse spring break. I am with people i dont like, doing something i don't like, in LA that is freaking cold as antarctica! K so maybe not that cold but its not hot like it should be in California! So this has been the trip from HADES!!! We missed our flight, almost died in a 15 passenger van...and a mini van. Missed an important round of our competition that caused many of us to not final. So here I am now sitting waiting for my finals round in Prose. I don't think that aside from Congress I've ever finaled in an IE event that has been on my own. Its always been in duo, so I'm kinda proud of myself. I've spent more time in the past 4 days coloring in coloring books than i have in the past 3 years. I miss Jeremy so much and he's in Ft. Lauderdale. He was drunk and lost his phone last night. He found it today but it was annoyin as crap when he was drunk and couldnt comprehend last night. Thats ok...he found it life will go on. But im sleepy now so i think im gonna take a nap. Later...!!!!!

Girls...ugh!

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 18:30:45 GMT

I hate being a girl! I hate it. I mean i'm bitchy when i don't mean to be. I'm nice when i should be shreadding someone to pieces. I speak my mind in the wrong place about something so incredibly pointless its wasting peoples lives to be around me. I keep my mouth shut when i should be standing up for myself or those around me. UGH!!!!!!!!! I need a massage, hottub, and my girls. (that'd be good...bunch of us cooped together in a hottub all in the mood im in now! Lord help this world)

Sat, 05 Mar 2005 15:38:47 GMT

I'm gettin my belly button pierced today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Back again

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 22:39:34 GMT

It's well into 2nd semester of my freshman year in college and I've managed to update this thing 2x since classes have started. I feel like I left a fun part of my life out by not updating or reading about my friends lives. I'm sorry to all that have missed me or those that think I've forgotten about them. Definitely not the case just sorta finding myself in this crazy world. I'd say in this crazy real world, but o how Cumberland College is not the real world...at all. Anywho, I'd update my life but I just don't feel like boring all with details of my life. So long story short...
I broke up with Seth
I kicked out my roommate
I started more than half the soccer games as a freshman
I dated a guy named Matt...who threatened to break a window cuz he was so mad at me...then proceeded to do it
I dumped a guy named Matt
I started dating a guy named Jeremy
I'm still dating a guy named Jeremy
I got a 3.5 GPA
I am struggling immensely in my 2nd semester classes
I hurt my back on the first day of OFF Season and am still hurt right now
I hate many people...still
I think i'm spent...

Any one want to know details just lemme know. I miss you all pleaze share your love so I don't think any of you hate me :)